I meet problems. This morning, my way just would work. Some students
just won't learn, they did no preparation work. I hope by some vivid
activities and explanation, they could just learn something, but I
need others' help, and the others, either, couldn't understand the
text very well. Time always flies, and my supposed finished work
remain unfinished.
Planned to do a research, something like a questionaire, yesterday,
and busy on it. This morning, trying to get something out of the
academic secretry. But she was too busy to offer me time. And I will
go to her in some other time. Anyway, my plan needs more improvements.
Called Miss Liu, their former teacher, and asked some questions. She
patiently replied. We talked for a very long time, too long for her
health. I just want to tell her, I won't fail her hope and treat her
boys and girls really, really good. But she seems to have a rather
different idea from mine. She must have got bored by always keeping
'nudging' them to learn. There are always difficult students.
I don't want to leave alone any of my students. Boys or girls, older
or younger, active or inactive, with better performances or with less
better performances, they are the same in my eyes. 'Poor' guys need
encouragement and love, so do the 'rich/good' guys. They all need
care, 'carress', kind words and soft training. They need respect, and
I respect them. I won't 'teach' them how to do, I would just help them
to go their own way more smoothly. They are growing up, so am I.
There are still 'buts', too many buts. I just won't let the buts to
stop me. Methods are always much more than ploblems. So I have the
confidence.
I will change my strategy, but my hope and my goal remain the same. I
hope my students would pass me someday, and I want them to be the
excellent students. English isn't everything, but quality and
personality are.
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